in this past few months, i tried hard to catch up everything with my company things and knowledges. however, i found that it's not easy at all. i sacrifice most of my times in outstations, meet customers, and learn everything by slowly with my mind. everytime when i feel want to give up, my boss and managers will give courage to me, and wish that i still can stay tough with this job. actually, what i want to mention right here is, i can learn, but, the mood of learning is not with me now. maybe this is because of something that happened recently, really made me down. everything has just come to me suddenly, and it's really hard for me to accept the cruel reality.
anyway, i don't care about it. i always searching suitable time, to take a nap, so that i can relax my mind, and get prepare for everything. i am not a good salesman, marketer, but what i can do is, i will try hard to provide good service to my customers. for my personal things, okay, i admit that she found her happiness, and i wish that she will be happy always, and i won't spoiled or disturb anymore. this is what i dare to promise, and dare to do for her. i am a loser for everything now, and i really lost many things. but what i can get from this bad experience is, the more things i lost, the more best things i will deserve.^^ i don't care about lose as i was still young now, and i still have a lot of way to go before the end. there is no more "think" in my mind, but "just do it", is always inside my mind. ^^
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