valentines day

14 february, is valentines day, and it's a date that i will never celebrate at all. previously, the first time in my life, i did, and it's precious, but it's also bring the pain to me now. i don't know why, i always dream of her is past few days, and i always feel weird when i wake up. maybe i never feel the pain anymore, but just feel weird about this feeling. i knew that the ending between me and her was not perfect at all because it ended suddenly. it let me feel hurt for so long, and the scar was still left inside me. however, it's already a past. just wish that best thing that already lost, will turned into greatest thing for me in the future. ^^