target

it's already 10 months i worked in this company. i gained a lot of profits in my life since i joined. when i looked back behind, i am really immature for doing everything. but now, i know how to think, and what to do, to improve my self, in the physical of knowledge. i feel thankful to god, as HE arranged me into this company, and let me feel that i never regret that i left singtel last year. i learn what i want to learnt, what i want to gained, and my target has reach as faster as what i expected. running around whole peninsular of malaysia, i already did it within 10 months. and now, the next place is sabah, and my boss is expecting me to incharge the market there. i just accepted his decision without any hesitation, as i am willing to try, and willing to do it for beyond my self.

in this chinese new year, i found that, i am not in mood for celebrating it at all. i just think about, what is my target for next year? purchase a new house for long term, or still working as usual forever? is this really what i want in my life? getting better career in my life, and let it be long term? i still don't know yet. i can feel that this is not what i want yet before 30 years old. it's not because i still want to live in poor, it's because i want to make it perfect first, and then do something special that i want in my target.

anyway, i feel thankful for those that always looked down at me, insulted me, and bully in the past few years. Without most of them, I will never be patience until what I get today with my own bitter passion. It's the great beginning for me in this year and hope that it will be the best of the best in the future. i also know that i never did any wrong decision to decide my own future. althought i lost a lot of best things, but those best things, have turned into greatest things, and most of it was waiting for me to get them. as what best quotes have said, best things gone, greatest things will be back. so, just let time proves it, as the quotes was true. ^^