favorite movie ever~

Rocky 4, a movie that was created by sylvester stallone in 1985. what was i like about this movie is, Sly did make every impressive moments, that really unforgettable. this was the only movie that i watched when i was a child until now together with bruce lee's movies. and also, just because of this movie, i feel in love with boxing as the movements and skills was cool. therefore, we should salute all the way the 80's actors completed their movie especially this one. it was absolutely classic and memorable.

again be with you- by Ranger Wong (July 2011)

i tried to format my hard disk. however, i found this inside of my hard disk. thus, it brings back some memories for me. although this song was simple, emotional, too long and bored. for me, it was just some kind of explanation, that how important is she for me that time. i tried to delete it, but, think twice, why don't just i share it right here, and left it here forever.




C G AM F
Verse1

Since the first day I met you and greet with you

I still remember that how wonderful you are

You keep on smiling and it’s really sweet for me

You are beauty in your heart and it’s really catch my heart

I tried all my best to be the best with you

I confess with you and you accept me without hesitation

Pre 1 It’s so sweet that I can be with you

It’s so bitter that the time that we together were short

You told me you were confuse you said that you were guilty

I don’t mind with everything it’s because I love you

You told me that you were lost the love soul inside your heart

Has totally missing and it will never come back again

Chorus:

I want to be with you I miss you and everything about you

I want to start it again be with you that’s my dream


Verse 2

Do you know that that you are inside my heart

Can you feel it it’s because I am pure in love with you

I will be waiting no matter how long it could takes

Even one year two year or ten years and also forever

Even you are so far away I will still wait for you

I don’t mind to be a fool it’s because I love you

Pre 2

You told me another word that could smash my heart

You said that try to open my heart for the other girl that I couldn’t love

How can I do that since I really love you

I will try to get your soul back it’s because I want to be with you

Can you know that I don’t mind to be played by you

I don’t mind that to do everything for you

Chorus:

I want to be with you I miss you and everything about you

I want to start it again be with you that’s my dream



Verse 3

It sounds fool for you I don’t mind to be a fool

Since I fall in love with you and I really want to be with you

You were my first love I want you to be the last

Forever I with you with hold hand until old

time was getting short you are leaving soon

I don’t mind we live in far because our heart will still so near

Pre 3

You can take it all away you can do what you want

I don’t want you leave me because you are important to me

Since everything was complicated since everything was getting bad

I don’t want we become like this I just want to start it all again

Baby please give me a chance let me take your love soul back

Back to our love again and let it all start again

Chorus:

I want to be with you I miss you and everything about you

I want to start it again be with you that’s my dream

Verse 4

When I tried to give up when I tried to forget

I want to forget everything but it still left in my heart

That night I am involving an accident I almost lost my life

In that moment I still remember every sweet memories with you

Since that night was happened I finally decided

I don’t want to give up it’s because I still alive

Last Pre-chorus:


every guy can love thousand women they can but I can’t

I just can use thousand ways to love you and I really will love you

I don’t care you ignore me that less than thousand times

Even after thousand times I will try it in million times to get you back

Chorus:

I want to be with you I miss you and everything about you

I want to start it again be with you that’s my dream

I want to get your love soul back to you and start it all again

I don’t want to give it up it’s because I love you

(I love you~~) F G C

valentines day

14 february, is valentines day, and it's a date that i will never celebrate at all. previously, the first time in my life, i did, and it's precious, but it's also bring the pain to me now. i don't know why, i always dream of her is past few days, and i always feel weird when i wake up. maybe i never feel the pain anymore, but just feel weird about this feeling. i knew that the ending between me and her was not perfect at all because it ended suddenly. it let me feel hurt for so long, and the scar was still left inside me. however, it's already a past. just wish that best thing that already lost, will turned into greatest thing for me in the future. ^^

target

it's already 10 months i worked in this company. i gained a lot of profits in my life since i joined. when i looked back behind, i am really immature for doing everything. but now, i know how to think, and what to do, to improve my self, in the physical of knowledge. i feel thankful to god, as HE arranged me into this company, and let me feel that i never regret that i left singtel last year. i learn what i want to learnt, what i want to gained, and my target has reach as faster as what i expected. running around whole peninsular of malaysia, i already did it within 10 months. and now, the next place is sabah, and my boss is expecting me to incharge the market there. i just accepted his decision without any hesitation, as i am willing to try, and willing to do it for beyond my self.

in this chinese new year, i found that, i am not in mood for celebrating it at all. i just think about, what is my target for next year? purchase a new house for long term, or still working as usual forever? is this really what i want in my life? getting better career in my life, and let it be long term? i still don't know yet. i can feel that this is not what i want yet before 30 years old. it's not because i still want to live in poor, it's because i want to make it perfect first, and then do something special that i want in my target.

anyway, i feel thankful for those that always looked down at me, insulted me, and bully in the past few years. Without most of them, I will never be patience until what I get today with my own bitter passion. It's the great beginning for me in this year and hope that it will be the best of the best in the future. i also know that i never did any wrong decision to decide my own future. althought i lost a lot of best things, but those best things, have turned into greatest things, and most of it was waiting for me to get them. as what best quotes have said, best things gone, greatest things will be back. so, just let time proves it, as the quotes was true. ^^