month 7

unconsciously, i worked in this company for seven months. what i can describe it right here is, i did what i wanted to do. i hit my sales target per month, improved my knowledge, experience, communication skills, and business skills. my boss and managers, encouraged me to stay in this company because i am the person that they are looking for in the past few years, to handle the south malaysia. my boss is also wish that i can learn everything here to help him, to developed his company into big company in the future. can i do that? i am not sure yet. i knew they are good enough to me, and never let me disappointed before, because they are willing to help me, in no matter how worst is the problem that i was facing.

everyone in this company was really good to me, and i was happy to work at here, if compare with those previous jobs that i worked before. for the first 4 months, i am stress because i didn't perform well, and always didn't reach sales target. i always think about, it's time for me to quit, since i am useless for this company. however, my manager never gives up on me, so do my boss. they still wish that i can continue to perform well. and finally, i tried my level best to achieve the best of the best. i hit my sales target during month five, and i really happy about this. and the next month, i always get a lot of sales that even my manager cant achieve, although i didn't outstation for few weeks. this is what i can see that i really improved my self. although i am not perfect enough for sales, but my service level, i really improved it. i just did what my customers demand, and do it best for them. and this is also the perfect feedback that i achieved from them, fast and perfect.

some of peoples will ask, why i still want to work at here, when my salary was just normal, bad management, tough and stressful. i should get a better job because it's really worthless. okay, i admit it's not worth. my position in this company was sales and marketing executive. but during peak season, i have to work as storekeeper, production worker, transporter, and everything. what is my exact position right here? and how is my pay? i should get a job that with higher paid! but let's think twice, what about if i think to create my own business in the future? is this all worth for me to do, to learn, achieve, experienced, and make it well in the future business of my self. even if i didn't create my own business, and what about if i work in big company in the future, with the experience that i achieve now? of course it will be much more helpful rather than any degree holder.

i am still not sure how long i will still be here, but anyway, i really improved and grew up a lot since i worked here. thank you very much, LIM, FELIX, RYAN, KIM, and JACK. just keep it up!