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17th november, when he looked it back on this date, he found that, it's already a past, that he never wanted to think anymore. 2 years ago, a simple guy, with simple mind, dated a girl that he loved, for the only first time, at the beach. he woke up in the early morning, received a message from the girl, she is ready to enjoy this date. both of them feel awkward with each other, while dating on the beach. the wind is getting stronger, and going to blow her away. in the moment, the guy, block the wind and put her on behind, but just only one thing he didn't do, hold her hand, and hug her tight. the girl looked happy while together with him, so do the guy. he sent her back home together with her dog. on the way back to her hostel, he tried to hold her hand, but he was shy to do it. but then, this date, just ended in this way. however, this guy was happy, although it's not perfect enough.

he created a song, that named, "first date", to describe his feeling on this first date to the girl. this was the sweetest memories, as he will never forget, but also it's hurt deeply inside heart, when he looked it behind again. just because, he never wonder, after 2 years, he is alone again, but the girl, is happy with better one. therefore, he always decided to work hard during november in his working life, to cover the sadness and memories behind of him. there is no birthday yet for him, until he can truly forget about the one that let him remember his birthday.