i just graduated from college and finish my diploma in E-business. the good thing is, finally i can leave this college and don't need to study anymore. the bad thing is, i have to independent without anyone helps anymore to find a job. i am searching for a better job nowadays that related with my course. however, it's quite difficult to find especially in higher paid. this is what i am searching at first. the first job that i worked after graduate was LOLLA SDN.BHD, a chemical factory that produce cleaning products that owned by YB Goh Leong San of DAP. he wanted me to learn everything at there but he discourage me to work there forever because it's not worth at all. the first few days i worked, it's quite okay for me because i learnt a lot there. however, a week later, i feel my old injured part at my leg suddenly pain again. and that few days, i had to walk slowly and always hesitate, should i continue before it get worse? after few days, i finally decided, i will resign to recover my leg. plus, i feel that chemical, is not a kind of thing that i really want to learn even though i know a lot there. anyway, the main conclusion is, i can't carry any heavy things anymore.
i try to find a better job. however, when i read a book that the title is "martial arts movie secret", my mind has changed. inside the book, it wrote down those martial artist and director stories such as jackie chan, sammo hong, yuen biao, donnie yen, tsui hark, john woo and more. all their life, almost same with mine. as they said, they choose this way, making movie was based with their interest. when they were young, they didn't deserve anything. especially some of them that worked in high paid company that made them lost their way, they choose to quit their better job to pursue their dream as film maker. as they said, they didn't get anything better for their first few films as their experience and popularity was still poor. however, they never give up yet. they always try to change and let everything better in every new film of them and finally they deserve all the best.
this is what i am going to think now, if i choose any better job, i have to work like a slave forever. plus, i am going to handle those big debts that i can't afford at all. my dream and interest will just gone easily. if i choose interest job about video shooting, maybe i can't earn any high paid. but, what i can earn is, experience. at least, all these experiences was what i want to deserve rather than in any better job. i love video shooting and always want to shoot any video that could become a short video clip or short movie.
maybe my mom will discourage me to choose this way but, i am only 21 years old now. even though i will failed also, just take it as experience. because, this is my interest rather than any better job that could let me live like inside hell. plus, if someday i really deserve the best with this interest, i will start to do my own business that related with what i studied in college. this is my plan and this time, i want to let it work! ^^
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