smash

I am always play badminton recently, and what i found that, i improve a lot in term of experience, defense, skill, speed and smash. Everyone always ask me, how come my smash like getting much more faster and fierce than before? My answer for this is, each of time that i smash with all of my body strength, i will think about to kill the one that made me down and sad before. The shuttle will become the victims, the racket string will be breaking fast, and of course, the anger inside of me is bursting there. I dont want to live in complicated anymore. I just want to live in simple, which is without any trace, frustrating and getting better than ever. Sounds like crazy, however, this is how i feel nowadays. Since from failed into achievement, from normal into improvement, i can feel that i am in mad. But just that, i still can live as normal person. All of the bad things, i always burst out inside the shuttle. This is how i play badminton, and how i made myself getting more improve. Never give up is my key.