"anniversary"

31st january, normal day~ i don't know how to mention this day because, it can be mentions as anniversary between me and her last time....i described this day as "1314".....because january=1, 31= 3,1 , and 12.04am(0.04am)= 4....so this what i described as anniversary date.....however, this date, is not exist anymore. what will always appeared in my mind is, "you are a greatest guy ever, and i don't wanna hurt you", "i listened to this words all the times and, fuck off i said^^