my mom

Since my father leave us when i was 14 years old, she is the only parent that stay and never give up on us no matter how tough is our life. She is my mom. She is the most toughest woman in my life, as she is very brave to face every problem which she never want to face at all. She always eat safe, wear safe, and never spend extra money for her self, but only for this family. She always care about our health, especially me, which my blood glucose is quite high in sugar level when i was 16 years old. She spend almost half of her household, to keep on buying the chorophyll for me to drink everyday, until now, which my health is better than last time.

She live in disgrace also among of her siblings and brothers, which my father did every failure to this family. Failed in business, bankruptcy, marry another wife,, and any other bad image that stay inside my brain. However, she still tough. And few days ago, she feel happy that i bought a house finally, but she said she trauma about what had happened to our bungalow house last time. She told to me as that time, my father never sell that house, but is the bank, force us to go, which my father get into bankruptcy. This is the only time i know the truth from my mom after 16 years we shifted from there.

no matter how, i wont follow my father step. I will do, what i think that i can do all the best for her. I bought a house for her, bought gold chain for her, sooner and later will bring her for vacation at any other place, as i wish to do it before she is getting older. i did everything best just for my family, especially my mom. My aunties or uncles will never understand how difficult is her life because rich people mindset always got worm. They will think my mom is stupid or useless, but they will never know how hard that i will change it. on this 9th november, will be her 56 years old birthday. I will be back home to accompany her for her birthday. Nobody has rights to disturbing our best day because i am going to fuck that peoples until death if he dare to disturb me.

Happy birthday, my mom

to my dear

in the year of 2014, we did everything in happiness, sadness, frustration, and everything. no matter how tough is our life, how far that between both of us live, i still will love you as usual. ^^


i had a trip with you last July at Langkawi. for me, the place is okay only, just because that is our first time taking flight to an island, i appreciate those moments there. of course, i wish ten years later, we will back here together with our family. ^^








and during august, we had plan small trip at ipoh, for food hunting, and also last minute trip to cameron highland. i still remember how awkward are we when we almost going to Kuala Lipis at Pahang. haha. i also enjoy it much with you there, and wish to go there again next time with my mom.

and also, we did celebrate our birthday together, with christmas also as well. i am sorry that i never prepared any present for you as i really damn busy with my works which is overload at every end of the year. but i promise, i will give you the best next time. ^^

this is the best memories i had in 2014. i wish we can be more better and advance in future. i love you dear^^

邪来烦恼至，正来烦恼除。邪正俱不用，清净至无余。先懂得放下一切，则一切不住，才懂得面对。