出路

最近我的生活是，起床，跑步，做工，回家，找朋友，睡觉……这种生活，真的是闷死了。虽然说我很大的可能会在我的工作合约结束之后，就专注摄影的事业了。不过，最近想了又想，也觉得不太对劲。因为话说回来，虽然这是我创业的开始，但是我还是会想一下未来是怎样的。接触摄影，老实说，我喜欢。不过，我能够接触多久呢？再说，我们能不能肯定，未来的几年后，我们当中会不会有人离伙，去向另一兴趣发展？这是非常难说的，因为我们都还年轻，也会随着年龄而改变想法的。虽然说创业的好就是不用替人家打工，但是到了一个地步，一个时期，那些难题就很难说了。或许我时常好奇为何很多人明知读书无论学历有多高也好也要打工，他们还是不理的呢？为何有机会创业，他们也不会珍惜呢？所以，现在，我找到答案了。他们不是不要创业，而是要一个保障。因为这个年代，创业的人越多，面对的失败也很多，烦恼也更多，债务也不必说了。当初我决定不想读书了，因为觉得很浪费时间。可是近来看到了一些障碍，也察觉到如果不拿高一点的文凭的话，我的未来也会受损的。

当年看到自己的爸爸创业失败不少次，也因为没有高学历，所以也非常难翻身。加上，不少的亲友也劝我趁年轻时，拿多一个文凭来给自己一个保障。起初我完全不理的，不过，因为我觉得未来是很难预测的，我最近终于决定了，等合约结束后，我想要半工半读了。今年二十一岁，读到完也差不多二十三到二十五岁了。但是如果是半工半读的话，那是对我未来绝对没问题的。我希望这次的决定，可以给我很大的改变了。加油吧！

a song that could describe my feeling- wait for you

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.